Carmen

oh my god. i can't believe in a few hours i'm leaving for england. it seems like this trip has been like stuck at a week and a half away for forever, close enough to think about but not REALLY close enough to start packing or anything. buttttt...now i have a crapload of packing/cleaning to do when really i'd be happy staying here and sleeping. no i wanna go. it's just a long time to be with only my family. uhmmm. yes. that's all really.

so tonight was awful. awfulawfulawful. actually, it all started in math. because math makes me feel stupid. ehmmm...we got a review packet for the final. OH SNAP! that's all i have to say about that. then went to the swim meet, got dqed twice and fricking ADDED time to our 200 FR. and cried. so there. that's all.

on a less irritated note, i love orange juice

como estan, bitches??

i have got pretty much all of anchorman running through my head right now. i love lamp. who's glad it's the weekend? i am. dear lord. i am soooo very glad. i have four tests next week. four tests and two days of school. they're supposed to be good days too. i can't be studying monday night beecaaaaause i am going to....THE HOSPITAL!! AHHHHH! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! i am really excited. sumon and i are going to stalk mrs ward's husband. yeayuh.

in other news, olivia is coming over tonight i think in the first time in at least a month. AYAYAY! i also need to clean my room before she comes, or else she will have no where to sleep.

brick..where did you get a grenade?
i don't know.

good lord. yesterday i had to teach or more like supervise really the latin II class, it was awful. if i ever become a high school teacher someone PLEASE shoot me.

OH! let me tell you about something sad.
i was sitting in literature, doing my work, when dr smith walked by. i looked up at him.
dr smith: WHAT ARE YOU EYEBALLING ME FOR???
me: ...sorry..
dr smith: you're ALWAYS looking at me.
me: am i?
dr smith: YES! ALWAYS!!!!!!!! why???
me: .er...probably because you're the teacher
dr smith: so?? i don't look at you all the time
me: well..i'm not the teacher. does it really bother you when i look at you
dr smith: yes!! it drives me CRAZY
me: fine! i'll never look at you ever again
and i won't! he'll be sorry he said that.

i seem to be unable to sleep late lately (haha late lately) it sucks. and the math homework we have this weekend is harrrrrd.

that's all really.

yay for two day school weeks!

man. i haven't written in here for a long time. my excuse is that olivia hasn't written in even longer than i have. but look. here i am. writing. we don't have school today which is nice except for that for some ungodly reason i woke up at 7 and couldn't go back to sleep. so i did my math homework. you know it's bad when your first thoughts waking up are "hmmm...i should do that math work!" but at least it's done now. it leaves the really bad homework though. math is my favorite homework because it doesn't require actually thinking really. i mean it requires thinking but not like any kind of writing does.

today i think i am going to go out to lunch with my daddy. exciting, yes?

i don't really have anything to say.

sugarland came out today! yay :-)i am going to get my dad to get me an itunes card so that i can download it.

swimming started! that's something. it's ok. tiring. later than last year. but pretty good.

i think i might try and go back to sleep. that is all really.

so basically--i need a place to stay from tomorrow night til god knows when. anyone want to house me?

life sucks.

i am going to fail history because i don't know crap about latin america. king joao? gaudalupe? santa anne? complete waste of life?

i am going to fail math because i am too busy studying for history too do math. and same goes with spanish.

although i think if i wasn't so stressed and busy with school i would basically be completely breaking down right now. so that's good i guess.

i am being really selfish.

ffuucckk

"There's nothing as dark as night
but nothing so strong as light
So here is your choice
let it burn out or bright
In a world where the fear and force
have buried the silent source
can you deny the need for a light likes yours?"

sawwwweeeeeeeeeeet.

i haven't started homework.

fuck.

that is all really.

soooo...this week has been WEIRD. WEEIIIIIRD. but kinda good i guess. this weekend has been fun, extremely unproductive ((Guess who hasn't started their homework?)) but fun.

friday night i went out with melissa and segan and we ate A LOT. that's pretty much all we ever do. eat. then melissa and i went bowling. we made lots of dirty jokes, as one does when bowling. seriously though. there is nothing in bowling that you can't make sexual. bowling allies, gutters, balls, pins. all of it. hahahaha. last night we were talking it. and i was like "yeah...there's also a lot you can say regarding ALLIES" and melissa was like "...there are no allies in bowling" and then here eyes get all big and she is like "OHHHHH!! BOOOOWLING allies!" hahahah ♥ uhm so then i came home

saturday morning and volunteered. :-) it was lovely and a really nice day for being in the garden

then i went out with mi madre which was kind of depressing because she is all sad about my grandma and kept crying.

then i went to los bravos with laura and melissa *awkward turtle* then melissa and i went to the MAiZE which is funny because it's like MAIZE like corn and like MAZE!!! hahahahahahahahahahahaha. oh god. anyways we did that with some help from the boys in front of us who had definitely done it before or something. although we did beat them out in phase two but i think they got lost on purpose. the guys working in the parking lot were old and ugly but the guys in the maze were pretty hott. uhhmmm.. so that was that with the maze. we then got lost way out in the middle of nowhere: aka redneck georgia. it was delightful. we finally found our way back to the road we wanted and then we went to longhorn for some fried cheesecake and chocolate cake. they REALLY like peanuts there. then i came home.

this morning i spent 3 hours taking a diagnostic sat test. woohoo!! now i need to start my homework.

the end.

ok so today i keep calling people and it keeps ringing once or twice and going to answering machine. so obviously people are pressing ignore and it's obviously a conspiracy against me :-( in other news, i am enjoying having the house to myself and i don't reeaaally want my mom to come home. the end.

ohhhhh my god. uhm. this weekend has been good. don't want to go back to school. uhh. yeah.

where oh where oh where oh where oh where OH WHERE is my father!! he is bringing me a milkshake. and also and sandwich but more importantly A MILKSHAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!

gawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwh

ok so let me tell you all something. saturday night melissa and i were driving through that part of atlanta where ALLLLL the porn stores are. i dunno why they couldn't be you know just scattered discreetly around the place. so we are driving along and i am just you know looking out the window when i see a sign. and it says
"NC-17 ADULT ENTERTAINMENT
*arrow* in rear"
me: haha, adult entertainment in rear
everyone else: ha ha ha
jon: mmh...in rear, that's the kinda entertainment i like
*awkward silence*

i just felt everyone needed to hear about that.

love you! love this town! love this mother-lovin truck that keeps breaking lovin down...there's only one four letter word that'll do....LOVE YOU!

ohhhhh jack ingram...

ok guys so my mother woke up at 7 and turned on the tvc and it woke me up :-(( but now i am the only one in the entire world who is awake and i am BOOORED!!

i want my e-mail back.

grr.

hey babies. tonight was amazing and i love my laura. that's pretty much all i have to say. facebook keeps telling me to make it so whenever i post on here it goes on facebook but i say NO!!! hahahaha. so there. i am tired but i think i will go have a bath and maybe read in the bath because i have a book. yes indeed. and it not boring crap full of cuss words lent to me by a teacher AWKWARD TURTLE book. i need to see olivia because i haven't seen her in a while. i gave birth in a telephone booth yesterday and maritza's boyfriend, felipe, is the father of my baby. yes indeed. my cats have fleas BAD. yuckyuckyuck. this weekend is nice cause i don't have too much homework but i am soo nervous about the oedopus thing! grrr. ok. bath time! :-)

ok!! so these are the reasons to live til the end of this week:

saturday:: i am going to see tricia and amelia and sophie and christie and jennifer and lily and have a fun little outing at the pool. then i am going out with melissa to see raphael and wearing my pretty shirt. then MAYBE i am going to spend the night with her.

sunday:: if i spend the night with melissa we are going to krispy kreme for breakfast. then i am going to meeting which is going to be awwww so happy and quiet. then i am going DRESS SHOPPING! CHAYESSSS!!!

♥♥♥

****if you are olivia i strongly advise you stop reading. amanda said it would be to upsetting for you****

POOR POOR STEVE IRWIN!! i am really depressed. i actually think i am in denial. i don't think he's dead. he is supposed to be immortal. HOW IS IT EVEN POSSIBLE FOR HIM TO DIE?? and he didn't even get like swallowed by a crocodile. he just got stung but a not very deadly sting ray. he wouldn't have died if that stingraybitch hadn't gotten him right through the old blood-pumper. no but seriously. all of the dangerous animals he's been around. how could a STING RAY kill him????? and he has that little boy too! the one he was holding while feeding that crocodile. think about it, it's bad enough growing up with that insane man for a father and having all the fame and everything, but now not only will he have to deal with all the fame and what not but he also has no father! it's really sad. i'm really upset.

i just painted my nails and they are prettyprettypretty. and they match my shirt.

sept my toe nails are ugly but hopefully no one will notice. they really had to be repainted cause the nail polish was from when i got a pedicure BEFORE i went to england and it was all chippy and ugly.

hmm i a little bit just messed up my nails but wutevs. no one will notice. i need some chapstick.

i am almost all better from being sick! yay!

...

i don't really have anything else to say

here's to the liars and the cheaters and the cold mistreaters, to the mamas boys who can't make a staaaand. here's to the superficial players the i love you to soon sayers, if you hear me girls raise your hands let's have a toast..here's to finding a good man...julie i know you want perfection, angie..you want a listener lisa your list is getting long but girls you know me i just want a good kisserrrrrrrrrr

GUESS WHAT GUYS?? i'm doing homework! i am a good little student. AHG WE HAVE SO MUCH WORK.

good god.

mmh.

i'm bored. and reading THE AFRICAN in our latin america book. yes indeedy.

EDITTTT:: i finished the synonyms thing and compare and contrast english/french/spanish colonization. that's right. i kind of went of schedule and didn't go my english homework yet but whatevs. i'll do it later/tomorrow. INDEED! i got a cd burner but it's not working :-((

ok guys so here's the dealio!!!

WEEKEND HOMEWORK....
2 pages of math (CHECK!)
ch 5 canada focus questions (CHECK!)
compare and contrast english/french/spanish colonization (AFTER I FINISH PT III ESSAY)
finish synonyms for illegal words thing (AFTER I FINISH WRITING THIS)
rewrite part three crime and punishment essay (AFTER I FINISH SYNONYMS THING)
study for latin test (ok..i'ld like to say after i sinish c&c english/french/spanish thing but realistically this won't happen until tuesday, the day before the test. ACTUALLY!! i have three tests! a vocab test wednesday, a big multiple question test thursday, and a solo translation/comprehension quiz friday. ffuucckk.)

SOUNDS FANTASTIC, EH??

yesterday was a really good day. i am so freaking hungry. good GOD

i am going up to the friend school picnic in a hour, so now i MUST do my english homework. gaaah.

guess who did history homework from 11-3 and now has NO HISTORY HOMEWORK UNTIL TUESDAY???

THAT'S RIGHT BITCH!!!